if you want an authentic friend then be authentic,

otherwise you have no right to complain about not having a person that will consult and tell you your wrongdoings...

"Tampuuhan" by Juan Luna (my inner thought/s)

***The Tagalog term tampo has no English equivalent. Magtampo is usually translated as ‘to sulk’, but it does not quite mean that. ‘Sulk’ seems to have a negative meaning which is not expressed in magtampo. It is a way of withdrawing, of expressing hurt feelings in a culture where outright expression of anger is discouraged. For example, if a child who feels hurt or neglected may show tampo by withdrawing from the group, refusing to eat, and resisting expressions of affection such as touching or kissing by the members of the family. A woman may also show tampo if she feels jealous or neglected by her beloved. Tampuhan is basically a lovers’ quarrel, often manifested in total silent treatment or not speaking to each other.

The person who is nagtatampo expects to be aamuin or cajoled out of the feeling of being unhappy or left out. Parents usually let a child give way to tampo before he/she is cajoled to stop feeling hurt.

Usually, tampo in Filipino culture is manifested in non-verbal ways, such as not talking to other people, keeping to one’s self, being unusually quiet, not joining friends in group activities, not joining family outing, or simply locking one’s self in his or her room

Assorted Emotions

That Moment..

That moment when you think you're done crying

then you cry even more.

From A Distance

Each time I try to speak...without really saying anything at all,
Each time I try to look...without really seeing
Each time I listen...without really hearing,
Each time my heart throbs...it really is loving

Each time i see your smile...fills my heart with longing,
Each time you're so distant...tears just start rolling,
Each time I stare at you...all this while hurting,
Each time I try to forget...still I keep on remembering

Each time I look for you....but you're not there,
Each time I strain to listen...I hear nothing,
Each time I stop myself..just can't stop loving you
In my life, you've always been a special part

It wasn't your fault, it was mine for believing every word u said ...

Dear Friend

Love could be seen everywhere
It also shows in your eyes
When I think about it
I could almost see your radiant smile

Did you know you are my friend?
All I know is that I'm happy
I've met someone like you
But i guess you didn't realize it until now

Time and time again
There were ups and downs
Strained relationships are unavoidable
You will forever be part of me still

I wish there was a way for you to understand me

Why do you always make happy and sad at the same time?

Not everything you have stays forever , but there are things you can fight for to have them a little bit longer.

I was always by your side.

But you were never on mine.

Do not think of the few things you didn't get after praying

Think of the countless beautiful things that God gave without you asking

Sometimes I smile to hide the pain,

laugh to hide the sadness,

and shout to let the pain out....

A girl, no matter how many times she denies it, will always remember every detail, every momonet, every piece of the memories you've left her.

No matter how much she tries to forget, it will forever be there.

Life is like a book. Each day is a new page. May your book be a bestseller with adventures to tell, lessons to learn and tales of good deeds to remember.

if you don't like something..change it, but if you can't change it..change the way you think about it...stay inspired..

I want to REFRESH my mind, DELETE all my problems, UNDO all my mistakes and SAVE the happy moments. :)

Broken Hearts

You got me right between your eyes,
Never knew it would hit me
It took me by surprise
Your love has spoken to me

You said you loved me from the start,
And will never break my heart..
You'll never leave me alone

So now I'm begging you to stay,
And hope you''take heed to my plea
Please don't throw it all away...!

Many times I'm lonely and cold,
I only needed a friend to hold
Someone who's always there,
To make things crystal clear

Someone like you used to make me feel I'm alive
It used to be that you're by my side
For all I remember away from me you went...
But such broken hearts were never meant

Melancholy Mode

The orange evening closes in
Worn out leaves fall upon the path
It seems that I could have kissed you
In the valley of white jasmine,
in the valley of red rose;
The hazed horizon across
Glows like dainty blossoms,
Blossoms of all kinds that there is
As they fall from the trees at sundown
have you seen the sun rise..
Over the lush green field,
Sprinkling with dew?

It's Eden;
Gardens of thoughts, of love
Time blows on softly to the world
Petals gently fall
amd setting heart, fragile,
Looks back on yesterdays
On the spacious fields of purple,
On the spacious fields of an array of stars

Are You Still My Friend?

The first time we met
Thought you were the one I was looking for
A friend who is there to help
Unlock the key to my door

Someone to release me
Away from my fears,
But look what you had done,
For you had my heart shed tears

My friend.....
Why have you lied to me?
You didn't have to hurt me,
Just let me know you don't care anymore

I'll be the one to go away
Even though it's not fair
You will always have a special part
Waiting for you in my heart

Until when will I wait?
Until when will I find a real friend?
Until when will I have to wait for you to come back
and be a friend of mine once again?
Until when will my query end..Are you still my friend?

Years From Here

Standing her face to face
I feel my heart overflowing with love and emotion
The moment that you took my hand, there was no doubt
In my mind, about our future
I look at your crystal ball
Through you, I see it all...

I can promise you this,with every breath I take
I've meant to love you high above and beyond up
To give you my everything that I could possibly give
And though we just love each other we do it the very best
Still in best love

Years from here, we'll look back and treasure
These moments forever inside our hearts
And from here and there
We'll make a million memories
That we can share...years from here

New Page of My life

‎"There will come a time in your life when you'll finally accept that you have to stop chasing the people you love.

And when that time comes, they'll realize that they had the world but didn't appreciate and gave it importance but instead, they let it go.."

I finally did...Acceptance is the answer...Sometimes in our live we do hope that we can still patch up things with our partner and despite of their shortcomings we are still there..

But then, everything has an end...for you gave all that you have even without anthing asking in return but still he's not even bothering himself about your importance..

and for that..its time to let go...

"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope and that enables you to laugh at life's realities."

Year 2011 - Surely Be A Brighter One